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See, I had to show the world how good of a shot I am because I needed them to realize the accusations about me are bull shit. I need people to see that if I really wanted to I could wreak massive havoc. I don’t though do I.

These shots are not flukes. I can do this at will. I don’t though.

I don’t want to hurt anyone.

I just needed those who are targeting me to know that I won’t be a pushover.

I need them to think twice before they mess with me.

I need you to realize that they are the liars and not me.

They used the unlimited assets of government against me.

I am essentially all alone against monsters.

These same monsters taught me to shoot as a child. They taught me a lot of things. I never forgot either.

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Our self defense laws should essentially state, “If you do not want to perish, do not physically attack other people.”

A person who physically attacks another is showing no regard for the safety of their victim. As such, there should be no obligation for the victim to worry about killing a person who is attacking them.

The only time a victim should be required to stop their counter attack is if the attacker is obviously stopping said attack.

If there is any doubt whatsoever as to whether the attacker has stopped, the attacker’s life should be considered without value.

Lt. Colonel Allen West said it best, “If you find yourself in a fair fight, your tactics suck.” Actually, I guess it was John Steinbeck but whatever.

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For a brief moment this hotter than hell actress followed me on Twitter. It is my understanding that she is crazy, perhaps violently so. I remember my first thought, “Holy shit.” About the time it took to think that, she unfollowed me. I chalked it up to an accident, her following me in the first place. I just wonder mostly if she really is violently crazy. If so, lucky me. If not, well hell, curse my luck.

I ain’t telling you who it was. You would not believe me anyway. And also, she may not really be crazy like people say. People say all kinds of shit and it is often wrong or a lie. Good luck lady. Good luck. We all have demons. Exorcise yours?

If it ever were to arise, I don’t think I would date a hotter than hell Hollywood actress anyway. I don’t need that kind of attention all the damn time. I got enough people, too many watching me 24/7/365 already.

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A CCW permit is not some noble thing. It is a tool of tyrants. Do not go waving your CCW permit around and telling me it is your badge of honor. All it means is you had the means to submit to government tyranny and you did so. It means you paid money for the special right to protect your life when in fact you already had that right but it was denied you. It don’t make you special other than the fact that because you had money, you can carry a gun to protect yourself with less chance of cops or scared citizens jumping your shit. And cops who enforce gun control laws, I have no love for you in this regard. Like I said, you are part of the problem. Me? I don’t have one. I don’t go carrying my gun around because I play the odds. If I have to, I am not above packing a gun anyway. I ain’t. I don’t yet because the math tells me it increases my odds of having a gun fight because cops enforce tyrant laws. I may get a permit, because I do need a gun. I can’t really afford it right now. I can and I can’t. Mostly I don’t because I am stubborn and I know I would be validating tyranny. I probably will get one soon. I still may not. In Ohio, it really is a joke anyway. There are many places where even CCW holders are forbidden to carry. It is ridiculous really all of it. What I have to say to police is this, if you deny common citizens guns, you are breaking the law. Do not ever try to take my gun cop. If you do, I will hurt you.

If a cop tries to take your gun, it is the cop who is breaking the law.

This fact will do you know good in a court of law though.

It won’t. It doesn’t change the fact that cops who take your guns are breaking the law.

What you do about this is up to you.

For me, it ain’t out of some great respect for the law that I don’t pack a gun most times.

It is about playing the odds.

I don’t want to expose myself to unnecessary gun fights with tyrant police and their judges etc.

Truth be told though, if I ever feel threatened enough that I need to pack heat, I will permit or not.

I know going in though too that some damn fool cop may try to take my gun and if they do I will be forced to waste that cop. And as soon as I do, I will have to waste cops until one wastes me.

This is what “law enforcement” means to me.

I don’t go around wasting cops. I don’t call for it.

But it ain’t lost on me that cops work for tyrants and are often tyrants themselves.

If you try to take my gun cop all you will be to me is a tyrant.

Your life at that point will mean nothing to me.

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I have said to give the Black Panther Eric Sheppard back his gun and let him go. I still say that. I still say that even though it is alleged that Black Panthers called for hits on police. Americans have the right to bear arms. One of the problems in America is that people are denied the right to protect themselves. I have listened to Eric Sheppard speak and I have never heard him call for police to be executed. If he has and I am wrong, then do not give him his guns. If I am right and he has not, give him his guns and set him free. Now, if Black Panther leaders or members call for murders, then arrest them. But part of the reason we have Black Panthers is that blacks are often denied the right to defend themselves. I ain’t for that. I ain’t for gunning down anyone who don’t deserve it. I am for having a gun in case you need it to defend your life. Racism ain’t gone, and it goes both ways. If anything, racism is ramping up against whites. What is really happening is the poor of any color are being denied guns by laws that require permitting and fees. Cops deny me a gun too. They do. I have not forked out the cash for the class or the permit. I don’t need a class personally. I am not against training. I just don’t think it should be required by law. Do I think it is a good idea to get good gun training? Yes. But I still see so called trained people carrying loaded guns in their purses or briefcases and that is a damned fool thing to do. Obviously all training ain’t the same.

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The thing that really pisses me off is that I may get caught off guard, and not have a gun to fight back. That is what really pisses me off. I kind of laugh at myself at the the thought. I laugh because all I ever really wanted out of life for anything was a fighting chance. It kills me too because that is allegedly what America is supposed to be. But in reality, it is so far from that. I never had a chance. All it took was two lying bitches and my life was over.

I don’t care about those two lying bitches really. In a way, they did me a favor.

I am not spinning my wheels trying to fit into this God forsaken society anymore.

I mostly just laugh at it and you and me too.

Life really is a sick and twisted joke full of people wanting a fair shake.

Hahaha

It is so funny to me because I am really good with guns and if I was allowed to carry them everywhere, my chances of dying from some attacker go way down. By law, I am supposed to have that right too. But society took it from me. It really is darkly funny to me now.

In all honesty too, now when I think of the dead soldiers in Chattanooga, I just laugh. They joined the armed forces and were gunned down unarmed. It really is funny, armed forces protecting America and Americans. It really is funny.

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In truth, a gun may not save you. Also in truth, having a gun makes your odds of surviving an attack go way up. It is simple math. Criminals will always have guns. You better have at least one too, and you better know how and when to use it.

It is all kind of funny to me now though really. I worry more for you all than me because my life and my take on life sucks.

I am not happy being alive really. It strikes me that most of you are though.

I try to help you stay that way.

Hey, it gives me something do, some purpose in this boring pointless life of mine.

I am too far gone to be saved. I will never love a soul again, not really.

I find people to be fake mostly.

I know I am wrong about that too, but I am too far jaded to change now.

I have seen everyone I ever loved turn on me.

There must be something inherently wrong with me?

Anyway, I am not the monster I am portrayed as.

I just am jaded.

I don’t like people anymore really but I don’t hate them either.

I am just stuck here.

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The moment you realize gun control does not work you may look somewhat like this. It is unfortunate. It is the truth though.

Again, I am not making fun. I am just telling the truth. Gun control don't work. Do you want to end up like this poor young woman? Do you? If you do, vote for more gun control freaks. Just do not expect anyone to be there to save you. No cop. No superhero will be there, most likely. They will put pictures of your dead ass on TV and lie and say how sad they are.... You will be dead still.

Again, I am not making fun. I am just telling the truth. Gun control don’t work. Do you want to end up like this poor young woman? Do you? If you do, vote for more gun control freaks. Just do not expect anyone to be there to save you. No cop. No superhero will be there, most likely. They will put pictures of your dead ass on TV and lie and say how sad they are…. You will be dead still.

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Aw, look at all the humans and all their humanity doing humane things. Aw.

Aw. Look at this female human and her struggle to not be a sex object. Hell, sex is one of the few good things about life. But even that gets old after a while. Plus, you have to guard against bringing children into the world. That is a pain in the ass I never needed, children. The world just cracks me up because it is so absurd. If I ever have hope again of being happy it will be because I get to laugh at you.

Aw. Look at this female human and her struggle to not be a sex object.
Hell, sex is one of the few good things about life. But even that gets old after a while. Plus, you have to guard against bringing children into the world. That is a pain in the ass I never needed, children.
The world just cracks me up because it is so absurd.
If I ever have hope again of being happy it will be because I get to laugh at you.

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It is funny to me now that I ever wanted to be a professor of humanities, to study philosophy and teach writing. I really don’t care that I got kicked out of school. I realize now that teaching a bunch of bull shit to people persuading them their lives had meaning was all going to be me lying to them. There is no purpose to life. I mean not really.

I mean it is terrible but I watched that reporter get shot. I watched how involved she was in what she was doing. It was all surreal to me. She seemed so intent on that being her life’s work, what she wanted to do. She paid so much attention to it and in the end it literally killed her. It really is darkly funny. Life is sick that way.

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What is left in American society (or the world period) that is really worth participating in?

For me, the answer is nothing. There is nothing worth my time really. I mean granted I am jaded but still.

There is no greater good. There is no humanity. It is all bull shit.

I mean anymore I am mostly just trying to find even the smallest thing that spares me from boredom.

There is no thing in this world that really means anything to me.

More and more this includes people.

I mean I am not saying I am superior to you.

I am saying that none of us are special. Nothing is special. Life ain’t special. It is boring and pointless.

It really is.

I am so glad I don’t have children.

There is no reason for me to have children other than continuing this species of ours and there is no reason for me to want to do that.

I find humans to be vain pains in the ass.

Why would I want to bring a child into this world? They would have to work and slave for the government. They would have to deal with mean and vicious people.

They would have to do this only to die in the end making the whole series of events making up their lives pointless to begin with.

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Vester Lee Flanagan II killed people at 6 am allegedly only those dead people were still alive and kicking at 06:45 am.

6:00 AM and Dude is allegedly shooting people.

6:00 AM and Dude is allegedly shooting people.

6:46 AM and the dead people shot at 6:00 am are still alive and kicking.

6:46 AM and the dead people shot at 6:00 am are still alive and kicking.

All the proof one needs that we are being lied to about this story is above.

Personally, I am sick of hearing the news of these shootings for a billion reasons.

Number one of which is people die, or at least we are told they do. Honestly I am not even sure that is the truth.

Now, I am going to have to hear over and over and over how Vester Lee Flanagan II lost his damned mind and killed these reporters because they hurt his feelings or some shit.

I am going to have to hear how we need to take guns away from everyone because allegedly Flanagan killed these people.

Well, I am here to tell you Flanagan did not kill anyone.

He was probably dead in the picture above. He looks dead, stiff.

I don’t even know of anyone really was shot. They probably were but if so, Flanagan did not do it.

This is an operation by someone.

I really don’t want to hear anyone talk about it as long as they are spouting the version where Flanagan did it.

HE DID NOT DO IT!

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Did you see the street combat in Virginia yesterday?

It was not really combat. Combat requires resistance. There was no resistance yesterday. There was only a one way slaughter street with nowhere to run or hide.

You know if those journalists or the interviewee had been with weapon they probably would have killed their attacker. If they had guns, they could have blasted him. If they had knives, they could have cut his heart out. Or his hands off. They could have butchered him. But the state of Virginia like so many other of these United States won’t let you defend your life. They want you to call the cops while you run for your life apparently.

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I don’t think, Vester Flanagan II (Bryce Williams) killed those two journalists yesterday. I think someone(s) else did.

Allegedly Vester Flanagan killed those journalists yesterday. Allegedly he did it to start a race war.

Well, I don’t think he did either thing. I think he was setup as a fall guy.

If he was so mad about the South Carolina Church shootings and had the victims initials on his cartridges, then why did he stop at three? Why didn’t he finish off the other there victim too.

He had the time. He had the means. He just did not seem to have the motive.

They just want us to think he did. Who are they? Well, that is the question.

Look at the time stamp on the picture. It says 6:00 AM. The shootings occurred 45 or 46 minutes later.

Look at the time stamp on the picture. It says 6:00 AM. The shootings occurred 45 or 46 minutes later.

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Subject X: the extent of my damage and what it really means?

It is said that we reach points, critical points.

Maybe I am tired of continually sorting out the mess in my mind?

People did this to me. Humans. People did this to me.

This so called humane society has messed with this dog and continues to try to do so.

I should bite them?

Perhaps. It should be solely about me now mostly though.

What I want. What makes me smile.

I am damaged. My mind is damaged.

I am tired of coping.

I am tired of people.

I am tired of all this shit people do.

I am tired mostly of their government, and their flag.

I am tired of trying to process out the good and the bad people.

The people are all the same?

Yes and no.

Yes and no.

Regardless, they are the same in that ain’t any of them like me.

What am I at my core now?

I am better now?

My search for one good person is ongoing.

It likely will never end unless I stop looking. I am virtually assured that there are no truly good people in this world.

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Subject X: damage

Sometimes, when I look back over the course of my life, all I see is damage.

Just now, I realized how truly damaged….

Shit is like a movie.